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    Friday, July 9th, 2004
    9:17 pm
    This makes me so angry...
    If you havent seen this, you need to read it. Seriously. There is no way in fuck Bush should be allowed back into office. He shouldnt have even been there in the first place.

    http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/3880141.stm

    Current Mood: angry
    Current Music: Ani Difranco - Self Evident
    Sunday, July 4th, 2004
    3:53 am
    Blargh.
    Kinda, sorta back! The nets working (yay!) but Ive been busy the past few days, and I just got my laptop taken away to Sony for repairs ( cause it was starting to die on me @_@) Im sorry to everyone I havent seen as of late, as the desktop I have borrowed from my father is BITCHY AS ALL GETOUT and I had to be a sneaky little ninja and figure out how to get even aim on it. working on Yahoo....had it on for like...a fraction of a second today, then something went all funny. For anyone who saw me on (or the yahoo ghost of me, as I worry it may have kept me logged in as it does occasionally) Im sorry T_T I miss you guys. Dont worry, Im not abandoning yahoo! Just gotta work through some bugs to get it working in smooth order.

    And now, for something completely different!

    More guys should wear kilts.

    No, really! Im serious!


    Theyre comfy from what I hear, and besides, theyre friggin HOT! I mean, I can see the virtues of pants and stuff (as you are less likely to suffer the Marilyn Monroe effect when walking over a street vent (though, unless its true for you what they dont wear under your kilt, I dont see a problem. I mean, I freakin walk into a grocery store and theres some guy with half his boxers hanging out the top of his pants anyways), and how some (stupid) people may try and call them skirts or girly looking (which they dont)....but holy CRAP. I know I wouldnt mind a bit if more guys started wearing kilts. Hell, Id probably compliment em! Besides, I bet could get my sister to make me a "down with pants, up with kilts!" sticker XD

    Mwe he he. Okay, thats all. Doing pretty good here. Love you all!

    Current Mood: chipper
    Current Music: Switchfoot - Meant to Live
    Monday, May 10th, 2004
    6:37 pm
    T_T people suck. not all of em. just alot of em. ~_~

    Current Mood: moody
    Current Music: Econoline Crush - You dont know what its like
    Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
    10:46 pm
    Backies!
    Home again home again....something or other....yeah. good to be home and whatnot, ne. I got the FFIV soundtrack finally from amazon! YAY! celtic moon is teh awesome!
    ^_^
    Friday, April 23rd, 2004
    1:52 pm
    Ehehehe....your all going to kill me for this...
    Uhm...well, heres the thing. Im NOT comming back the 26th, as I am still pretty heavily needed here in state college. It looks like ill be coming home the 4th instead ^_^()

    Ive still got alot to do in terms of school and finding a job up here, as well as there is STILL stuff that needs to be moved out of the old house and into the new, as well as unpacking and assembling furniture, and a small mountain of other things o_O

    In other news, I miss my bunny. And all of you guys that read my journal and talk to me online. Theres dial up access at the house, but seeing as there are at least 4 other people who outrank me in need of use of the computer, dont expect me to be on too soon. though, today im on campus in the library using their connection. OH crap, thats another thing...i also dont have a working psu password and login ID anymore cause I guess I stayed unenrolled too long. So to even get online here, I have to use someone elses login stuff. @_@

    *sigh* on a more positive note, the new house seems to give me far fewer asthma attacks than the old one. Yay for hardwood floors! And the kittens are exceedingly cute. And messy >_< i hope the two theyre giving away find good homes. Speaking of, anyone in the area of State College, PA want a kitten?
    Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
    9:02 am
    Trip, yo!
    For any who wonder, Ill be up in state college for....O_o a real long friggin time it seems like now, lol. Dad should be coming to get me on the 26th, though, so you will see me again this month! Im off to do some serious hard work, packing, carrying, unpacking and planting stuff. Good exercise, ne ^_^ I should come back from this even more healthy than before. And Im happy helping people I care about. Might even get to see liz! yay! eep! mom is giving me the look of doom. see you all later!
    Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
    12:39 am
    Oroo....
    *sighs* not much to say. BitTorrents not working for reasons i dun feel like talking about. So, no new manga or Fullmetal Alchemist for me. I did get half of my african violets planted today, and repotted the largest of my Orchids. Well, at least its been a somewhat productive day

    ...on a random note, my doctors appointment was uneventful. My short tern memory is fine. Its the long term though that im more worried about. But, no helping that, other than maybe read loreleis psych book or something. Awful nice of her to offer it, actually.

    Blargh. Tired at night for once! And while this is very good, it makes me write lethargically. My apologies ^_^()

    I leave to help the Bellefonte crew move into their new house one week from today. Ill be gone till at least the 21st. Moving is a big job, especially when you have as much stuff as they do, and moving into a house as large as they are. Im also staying for Anna's birthday! I hope I get to meet lots of neat new people while Im up there.

    Well, thats all for now. ^_^

    Current Mood: drained
    Current Music: E.S. Posthumus - Pompeii
    Saturday, April 3rd, 2004
    5:18 am
    Rat tradgedy.
    I will not unveil the details, as they are grotty and may startle people, but...a moment of silence for Mela's rats, some of which met a very unpleasant end, some which were much luckier, and the remaining surviving rat. Im here for you, Mela.
    Wednesday, March 31st, 2004
    4:47 am
    You know...
    ...that you and your sister are complete nerds when you are served hibachi mushrooms at a nice restaurant, and with the chef still in front of you, look at each other, and in unison, start to sing "badger badger badger badger badger badger badger badger badger badger badger MUSHROOM MUSHROOM!"
    and then burst into giggles.

    Sometimes Lorelei, you surprise me not only with how much we think alike, but with how fun you can be.

    Current Mood: amused
    Saturday, March 27th, 2004
    10:13 pm
    home again.
    Got back from Indiana today. Good stuff. Had fun. Saw Vernon and was happy. ^_^
    Saw Grandma and was happy again. Mwee!
    Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
    1:09 am
    Thingummy I stole from Kat
    LAST...
    ...movie you rented: I cant remember >_<
    ...movie you bought: Finding Nemo
    ...song you listened to: Kinky - Presidente
    ...song that was stuck in your head: Wolfsheim - once in a lifetime
    ...cd you bought: Hellsing - Ruins
    ...cd you listened to: Hellsing - Ruins
    ...person you've called: my Dad at work
    ...tv show you've watched: Some law drama type thingy
    ...person you were thinking of: ....

    DO...
    ...you think about suicide: Occasionally. But I know better than to ever try it.
    ...you believe in online dating: Yeah
    ...you want more piercings: yup!
    ...you drink: once in a while, and not much.
    ...you do drugs: nope
    ...you smoke: only when Im on fire

    FOR OR AGAINST...
    ...long distance relationships: for!
    ...using someone: Thats just wrong... against
    ...killing people: even though sometimes i want to against
    ...teenage smoking: Ew.
    ...premarital sex: Do you really have to ask me?
    ...driving drunk: Very against...
    ...gay/lesbian relationships: Even though i shouldnt be im for it.

    HAVE YOU...
    ...ever cried over a guy/girl: Yes
    ...ever lied to someone: sadly, yes
    ...ever been arrested: nope!

    NUMBER...
    ...of times you have been in love?: 3 or 4 times.
    ...of times you have had your heart broken?: more times than I can count
    ...of hearts you have broken?: too many
    ...of drugs taken illegally?: 0
    ...of people you would classify as true friends, that you could trust with your life: 6 or 7 maybe? lots of people. Im fairly trusting.
    ...of people you consider your enemies?: Even people I really dont like I dont consider my enemy. They might think differently though
    ...of things in your past that you regret?: You realistically expect a number? HA!
    FAVORITE...
    ...scent: this one candle I have...
    ...word: meh
    ...eye color: any, as long as they are deep.
    ...flower: orchids
    ...piercing: the four i have currently in my ears

    DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
    ...pretty: sorta
    ...funny: sure
    ...friendly: I really do try...
    ...amusing: yeah
    ...loveable: yes
    ...pessimistic: sometimes
    ...optimistic: again, sometimes
    ...caring: ...depends.
    ...sweet: people say I am
    ...dorky: definitly!
    ...Spell your first name back wards: Neeltak

    DESCRIBE YOUR...
    ...Wallet: made out of paper with geishas playing the koto harp on it!
    ...Toothbrush: its a sonicare!
    ...Jewelery worn daily: Celtic cross borrowed from friends, spike collar, garnet ring, claddagh ring, silver twist ring, shell ring
    ...Pillow cover: ones deep green the other has roses on it
    ...Blanket: covered in roses too
    ...Coffee cup: black with capsule corps. on it from Kat!
    ...Sunglasses: look badass when they arent the huge 80's kind
    ...Shoes: black zip up mid calve boots
    ...Handbag: my huge silver kenshin messenger bag of holding.
    ...Favorite shirt: the one with Shoryuken! on it.
    ...CD in stereo right now: Haibane Renmei - Hanenone
    ...What you are wearing now: huge black pants with straps crisscrossing in back, the aforementioned Shoryuken! shirt, and my boots
    ...Hair: strawberry blonde and STRAIGHT as a board
    ...Make-up: foundation and a little lip gloss

    WHO or WHAT (was/is/are) ...
    ...In my mouth: melon candy
    ...In my head: too much stuff all at once
    ...Wishing: that my heart would stop hurting
    ...After this: talking online.
    ...Talking to: my friend strafe
    ...Person you wish you were with: do I have to answer this...
    ...Something you're looking forward to in this up coming month: no idea.
    Something you're not looking forward to in this up coming month: more blood work, possibly >.<
    ...Something that you are deadly afraid of: Heights!!! AH!
    ...Do you like the taste of blood: *psychotic grin*
    ...Do you believe in love: I believe in a thing called love!
    ...Do you believe in soul mates: Yes
    ...Do you believe in love at first sight: well, why not?
    ...Do you believe in God: Yes
    ...What do you want done with your body when you die: Stuffed and put in the hallway XD just kidding.
    ...Who is your worst enemy?: Myself
    ...If you could have any animal for a pet: Phoenix!
    ...What's something you wish you could understand better?: love and life.

    w00t.
    Saturday, March 20th, 2004
    7:05 pm
    Hmmm....
    Its getting warmer outside, and today, I heard thunder!
    Which got me to thinking...I should make a Lightning mix.
    I have a few songs so far to put on it, but Im open to suggestions. Anyone got any?
    Heres what I have so far:

    Alizee - A Contre-Courant
    Electric 6 - Danger
    Capcom - Elec-man's Stage
    Kinky - Presidente (the sound makes me think of electricity)
    Sneaker Pimps - Lightning Field
    Linkin Park - High Voltage
    Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
    2:46 am
    Nnnrr...
    Meh...Ive been okay. Im not feeling well, but Im getting better. Bad coughing, sore throat. Sleeping when I can. Not sleeping when I cant or when I start to think about things too much...Been trying to talk to some of my family (Vernon, in particular) but as of late havent had too much success, cause i think theyre busy, even when the away message is down >_< its very frustrating. Ill get a hello now and then, but then things just go quiet. *grumbles* neh. I shouldnt stress over it.
    ....nyaa.....*little quiet smile*

    Current Mood: melancholy
    Current Music: The Darkness - I believe in a thing called love.
    Thursday, February 26th, 2004
    2:27 pm
    No words. Just stunned silence.
    T_T

    just....

    T_T

    Current Mood: indescribable
    Current Music: The wind...
    Wednesday, February 25th, 2004
    4:35 pm
    Quizzity goodness.
    Took some of the quizzes my friends had up. And here they are!

    wind
    You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
    care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
    have friends and most absolutely love you. You
    can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
    in anger the next so no one wants to get on
    your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
    magical.


    What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
    brought to you by Quizilla
    My inner child is sixteen years old today

    My inner child is sixteen years old!


    Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
    adults might just accept that, I know
    something's gotta change. And it's gonna
    change, just as soon as I become an adult and
    get some power of my own.


    How Old is Your Inner Child?
    brought to you by Quizilla

    Sweet and fruity, you drink to have fun and love every minute of it!
    Congratulations!! You're a strawberry daquiri!!


    What Drink Are You?
    brought to you by Quizilla
    yay for froofy drinks!

    okay thats enough for now ^_^

    Friday, February 20th, 2004
    7:31 am
    Nnnoooooooo!
    Theres a new Advent Children trailer out. And of course, I REALLY REALLY wanna see it. so, I go and download it and it wont play...hmm. so I do the following in an attempt to get it to work

    1. try three other applications
    2. reinstall Windows Media Player
    3. download codecs from a friend
    4. yell profanity at it
    5. cry

    Still wont work. I have NO idea what codec I need to make the fraggin thing work. If anyone knows,PLEASE lemme know...I wanna see the pretty pretty animation!

    Current Mood: frustrated
    Current Music: The sound (but not the picture!) from the new FF7:AC trailer
    Thursday, February 19th, 2004
    6:37 am
    Blargh.
    Sleep evades me like nothing else. Though, I was able to catch some Z's last night because my dad gave me these pills...its probably bad that I cant remember what they are, huh...

    Two things really upset me about this situation. One is that neither mom nor dad ever stopped for a moment to offer help until I was in tears over the phone today with dad, and two, they think I havent tried to remedy the situation and that its entirely my fault.

    Well, fuck. Anyone think I'd turn insomniac on purpose? Parents blame it on the fact that I "sleep all day" which is entirely exaggerated and somewhat untrue, and lately, I havent been sleeping AT ALL, unless you count where I kinda black out for a few hours in a sort of half sleep. Ive tried and tried to get to sleep, but every time lately, its resulted in me just laying there staring at the wall, or the ceiling or the side of my desk. Yes, I do stay in my room alot, but guess why? Its warmer in here than in most of the house for one. Two, all my neat stuff is in here. Three, I dont have to deal with mom quite as much if I just stay quiet and stay in my room. Even though now shes bringing the fights into my room, which is miserable because it means Im cornered.

    Me being cornered is a bad thing. Ill leave it at that.
    But anyways...at least I got some sleep last night. I wonder if Dad has more of those pills...

    OH! btw, Happy birthday Jen! ^_^ I still have to make you something and a cute lil card...lol. I also need to find my etching acid...damnit, where did it go...

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: Final Frequency radio station
    Saturday, February 14th, 2004
    5:29 am
    Valentines Day!
    Yup. Im up early. Did this on purpose, though Ill probably go back to sleep after this XD. But I have something to say. Several things, actually.

    1. Happy Valentines Day, everyone! I hope that, even if you arent with someone, that you at least go out and get yourself a nice bar of chocolate, or a rose or something, because even if you arent with someone, its good to be nice to yourself every now and then.

    2. To my friends: I love you guys. Life just wouldnt be as great if you guys werent around.

    3. The main reason Im making a post. Lance, I love you so friggin much. And even if you arent here by my side physically today, I know your heart is with me, just like mine is with you. I cant wait to talk to you again, and I hope your safe, and that your injury is feeling much better. Id nurse you back to health myself if I were able to be there. Love you, my Ran...my beloved. Happy Valentines Day, koibito <3. *Kisses*

    Wow. This year, I really feel loved.
    Okay, if I gush anymore...Im gonna flood the place XD.

    Current Mood: loved
    Current Music: the worst "love" song ever...Vanilla by Gackt XD
    Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
    12:18 am
    Not too much to say, save for IM HOME! and I miss Ran, and my friends. Im pretty tired, so Ill just talk to everyone individually after I wake up. Its good to be home, ne. ^_^
    Friday, February 6th, 2004
    6:58 pm
    Stuck in the snow!
    Wooooo, too much snow! I appear to be stuck here for now...but the good thing is ive found a computer i can use when the owner is at work, so GO ME! Hopefully Ran will be on and i can talk to him....God I miss him so much. Im so proud of him, though. He's gonna be a great chef someday, I just know it. Gaaah, Im so happy for him Im overflowing with energy. Imma go out and chip ice off the sidewalk so no one falls. Got alot of work done last night. I swear i folded about 100 yards of fabric onto hangers, and assembled racks, and did a little DJ work while Mela mopped the floor. It REALLY needed it bad. I had to get her a new bucket of water every other time she rinsed out the mop, the water just got so nasty that fast. I dont wanna know what the previous owners had/did up there. I swear there was blood stains, which really wouldnt surprise me. But hey, it no longer smells like cats! It smells like oranges! and thats way better than the way it smelled before @_@ it was fun throwing the water out the window though, hehe. i only wish i had targets on the ground below, other than the neighbors fence XD thats gonna be a nasty surprise if they ever go in their back yard. dark brown-black ice on their fence. icky.

    anyways, im healthy, well fed, and working vigorously. Its lookin like, from how we keep getting waves of snow, Im more likely to get home monday, but IF theres a window of time before then, Ill get home earlier.

    Love you all ( and especially you, Ran <3)

    Current Mood: bouncy
    Current Music: Some odd mix of nine inch nails and spice girls XD
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